SulkyName: Jill aka SulkyAge: 22 years young ;)Location: Little red dot aka SingaporeLoves: -Music (Alternative, Rock...whatever pleases me. Our Fav local band UnXpected certainly does!) -Reading (Chick reads, Romantic thrillers, books that make me cry...) -Keanu Reeves (J'adore, no reasons needed) -Shopping!!! (Retail therapy--there's nthg better than a good bargain $$) -Travelling (What's there NOT to like? R&R, shopping, the sun, sand and wind...) -Watching movies (chick flicks, comedies, drama rama shows..) -EATING (and I eat alot...a lot *sheepish*)I really want: Book- My sister's Keeper | A Red Polariod camera | A LOMO | An all ocassion dress | A new and improved brain
Sites I visitMy multiply site LOMOasia Farm fash site Tees Bliss
Superficial Us Go Fug Yourself
Drop me an email!
Europe last year just gave me a taste for more..can't wait to travel more. Of course, there is the little matter of $$. Oh well, looking forward to Grad trip, just gotta save up now! My internship at the PR firm was an eye opener...but currently I'm back in school, final year! Still trying to keep my life interesting :)
More Ramblings... Well, the road to self discovery never did run smooth. In the almost 3 years since I started this blog, I'm still trying to find myself. Don't know very well yet but I've made steps. Still learning, still exploring and still want to be remembered...
What I do know: I'm generally happy, really. I'm very lucky in life compared to many others and that's what I gotta strive to remind myself when I get down sometimes. I appreciate my friends, those that have stood by my side throughout good and bad days. They may be the only constants I can rely on. I may forgive, but chances are...I don't forget. I feel inadequate around people sometimes...I'm still very much engulfed by insecurities. I can be too fake, too contrived and too damn accomodating. Be brave, be brave. Looking forward to making the world my oyster. Hey, a girl can dream :)
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Monday, November 20, 2006
*Update* Ok, I've changed my tone and wording to make my post a little less drama... hah, and to take the chance to pitter patter on this blog again :p
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Happy 3rd Birthday to you, this little blog of mine! On this very day, you've been online for 1095 days. I think I've surprised myself, that I've consistently been keeping this alive, to the point that I'd feel bad if I haven't been updating for some time. I <3 blogging.
I started perplexinglyyours on a whim really, with no particular purpose. I just though it'd be nice to have an outlet, a place to write, to remember. Well over the years, I think this place is less of one where I can truly truly express my thoughts, but more of one where friends can stay in touch with my life, which is fine and dandy. It's for them to see, and for me to remember. That's why I make so many collages ;)
But this is it for little perplexinglyyours... I've thought about it on and off the past 2 years, about stopping completely, about leaving this space but of course, I've also changed my mind countless times. Even now, I'm reluctant. People dislike change, even small ones, and I've grown very used to, and very familiar with my space here. But sometimes change is neccessary. I think I need this change, I want to be able to not keep a lock on my thoughts. This is not very drastic really, sorry if I'm sounding drama mama but it matters to me, so this is it. 3 years is a good age to stay at, forever young. Oh, I suspect I'll pop by sometimes, it'll be like visiting an old friend I'll miss it here.
******** What's an entry without visuals? For this last one, it'll be no different... I've had a lot of alone time recently and last friday evening, on the last day of term, was no different. I decided to visit the peace boat that's docked in Singapore, where they sell books on board. It was sunset and really, peaceful and beautiful.

This is perplexinglyyours's swansong. For some of you, I'll catcha on the Star... So long folks!
With <3, Jill 
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
I've spent this weekend totally being a bum in celebration of the end of the school term ok, I also did my projects but I didn't have to leave my couch, just type away! ;)
******* The past month of reckless eating, when hungry, when not, when happy, when not...has resulted in a weight gain Non activity (see above) did not help :(
work on it jill, work on it.
******* I am catching up on my reading, have been "neglecting" it... This weekend, I've finished 2.5 novels...I <3 reading *nerd* :)
******* It's not unknown that girls (including me) love to shop, but some of them really don't care about fashion per se. I <3 fashion Can I just say the dresses from Chanel this season are quite divine? Not for the everyday (or for the less than slim figure really), but I'm liking the style.
******* The mum is in Perth, Australia, on a holiday by herself. I wish I could afford to go somewhere... I need a break from my life.
******* I graduate next may, what do I want? What beckons? Confusing times...
******* Today is the 19th...it makes this my very last Sunday post. perplexinglyyours
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
Saturday morning..and afternoon...
Remember I mentioned getting a B+ for ICC? I just found out I missed out on an A- by 1.5 marks! Oh well, such is life...

******* It's a lazy saturday... I've been slowly working on my part of the projects (on and off, on and off), eating (a little of this, a little of that), and mostly, I'm watching a mini marathon, back to back episodes of....


Fran and the family provides some afternoon comic relief to my report writing...
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Friday, November 17, 2006
Finally some cheerier (school) news! Today marks the last day of the school term :) While not every single detail has been completed (2 reports & 1 presentation due next week), at least I don't have to worry about classes. These stuff that's due are quite under control, so not tooooo much stress there.
The past couple of days went pretty smoothly. Thursday's test was not too bad, I think I did decently ok. Today, I handed up my last individual assignment, shouldn't do too badly. I also had my final Italian oral exam earlier. I made a couple of boo-boos, but while not the best, I did put in effort, so fingers crossed. Today was also the screening of our CTC project video. Based on the comments given by the guest judge (a creative director), I think our video should be ranked somewhere in the middle...not the best, but definitely not the worst either. We got an 'A-' for our print ad campaign. The client wasn't particularly keen on our idea (for marine conservation), but our Prof quite liked it, so the end grade for the campaign is a decent 'A-'.

The overall grade for this course should be out end of next week.
I've already gotten a grade back for another course, ICC. A very average B+... It was kinda expected so I'll take it :)
And finally, some pictures from slightly over 2 weeks ago, from a lunch to celebrate my sister's (belated) birthday...

That's a bad picture of me but that's the only one I got my bro to take so no choice eh? Man, I started this entry just after 9pm and it's now already 1120pm! Oki dokes, that's it for tonight! *yawns*
Posted at 11:15:52 pm by Sulky
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
What did I do today? *whine post*
*update - 2315pm* Progress was slow but I've finally done up my part of the speech for presentation tomorrow... don't think I'll be studying for my tests tonight, I'm tired!
***** Well, nothing much but school from 0830 to 1900. Week 13 blows.
Hopefully there will be more interesting entries soon, like with pictures. I'll do up a collage from.....ages ago just to liven things up here. Soon soon, this weekend or something.
Posted at 8:46:40 pm by Sulky
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Sunday, November 12, 2006
Well, working with 5 other girls in two distinct "camps" was not without its challenges, but our Italian project is complete. I had thought that we were rather unprepared for filming and my suggestion for filming to be on Sunday, so as to free up Saturday, was turned down as others preferred to keep Sunday for other stuff. But I guess we prevailed and our skit, a parody of 'American Idol', is done. Hah, I "chickened" out during allocation and chose to be the host while my other team mates were the contestants. Let's just say I'm not suited to be in front of the camera. I'm just glad that it's done...hopefully the prof will like it.
It's crunch time at school next week: 2 tests, 2 presentations and 1 assignment.
In other news, the countdown begins to a change: 8 days left...
Posted at 8:31:33 pm by Sulky
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Friday, November 10, 2006
This will be the second saturday in a row that my day starts at 830am... not for leisure but for school work. Tomorrow will be a rush job for our Italian presentation on Thursday. Yeah, the coming Thursday. We just got our topic settled this Tuesday, finished our script this afternoon, and filming tomorrow *please let it be done quickly tomorrow*
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Note to self: Stop eating for the wrong reasons. Really, just stop it.
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Before I head to beddy bed...
I decide to write a short entry. As of today, I have completed two courses, work wise that is, projects & presentations done for those. Now there's 3 left...with much work to be done.
I also recently got back 2 out of the 3 mid term exams I had a couple of weeks ago (recall Hell week 10) and I'm happy that I did decently well for both :) The last one which I didn't get back happens to be the one I'm least confident about though...we'll see.
My days are starting earlier recently, with more work and now, by 9/10-ish, I'm falling alseep in front of the tv. Which isn't good really cuz I still have work to do...so you see I really shouldn't even be here typing away, but I decided to sneak one in before crashing properly into slumberland.
Here's something from the last day of October, when I had an inpromptu Halloween date with Ros.

And here's something from even longer, a month ago I think, something that Jane bought for me.

I'm glad to say I dropped the first coins in last week. Little by little, little by little. Good night.

Posted at 9:54:19 pm by Sulky
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Tuesday, November 07, 2006
The weekend passed seemed to exist concurrently in two dimensions. It passed rather quickly yet rather slowly in other sense. Amidst the two days of 'start at 830am of class + projects', there's was a spark of relaxation time at my godsis's house, where they celebrated the birthdays of my niece and nephew.


How will the week go? One step at a time, one step at a time.
Posted at 6:49:42 pm by Sulky
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Friday, November 03, 2006
Just something I made a week ago... a page filler u might call it.

Back to nothingness, back to work.
Posted at 10:05:41 pm by Sulky
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